December 2011
42 posts

Glad I chose to stay :)

Couldn’t have done it without you guys!

Mad love for you all.

This year’s batch of Eagles.

1145A!

MLEP Class of 2011
Cheers to great friends. Thank you all for staying around <3

Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for always being the guide. I certainly couldn’t have done it without all of you. Some day I’ll make all of you proud, knowing I’ve never done anything that remarkable so far. Love you guys to death.
I’m sorry I let you take the bait and leaving you there hanging. I’m sorry if I gave you hope. I’m sorry I couldn’t let you in. I’m sorry if you believed in me, only to find out that there’s nothing for you at the end of the rainbow. I’m sorry for the disappointment.
It’s the 31st, the last day of this year.
I still haven’t forgotten you, I’m still here always.
I did it out of protection, but you never understood that, no matter how many times you said you did.
I miss you, but I just can’t do it.
I admit, 2011 was a rollercoaster ride (which I reluctantly sat on) for me. However, I must say the ride was pretty thrilling…. well, maybe refreshing would be a better word. There were times I felt like I was on top of the world, at the top of my game and there were times where I found myself lying in the gutter, helpless and hopeless.
2011 was bitter sweet I must say.
We’re left with a few more days till 2012 comes rushing in. I’m left with a few more days to let those feelings and thoughts that I kept for so long, out. I’d like to start the new year, fresh, rid of all the bad memories so they won’t haunt my conscience. Okay… (maybe I’m thinking too much, way too much into this).
But I’d like a clear conscience, a calm mind, and a clean slate.